has been a crazy few days...
fuck the flu 2day...
i've been hearing and seeing some of my friends making decisions
on their future, no doubt am happy for you people.
but seriously my advice if you really put your mind to it then it's ok
when i mean by that
it means a lot of things
it can be anything actually
if you want to be a doctor for say:
It is in the nature of medicine, that you *are* gonna screw up; you *are* gonna kill someone. If you can't handle that reality, pick another profession. Or, finish medical school and teach.
if you want to be an actor for say:
can you remember the script and the direction of the movie going
if you want to be president for say:
would you risk losing some good friends along the way
if you want to be a boss
would you risk being the bad guy
all am saying think about it then you want it go for it
nothing can stop you
example
my friend zlan
he wants to be a radio DJ
but his dad wants him to be a lawyer
so what you do is
well up to you
either go follow your dream
or
go law for a while like 2 to 3 years
then follow your dream make your dad happy by
doing what he wants in the same time show that you actually don't want to be a lawyer
seriously making the down stairs room my room
i have found many great thing to take over
now i know why i wear tanned pants
cause of whose line is it anyways seriously
i think so
And it starts...
sometime around midnight
or at least that's when
you lose yourself
for a minute or two
As you stand...
under the barlights
and the band plays some song
about forgetting yourself for a while
and the piano's this melancholy soundcheck
to her smile
And that white dress she's wearing
you haven't seen her
for a while
But you know...
that she's watching
She's laughing, she's turning
she's holding her tonic like a crux
The room suddenly spinning
she walks up and asks how you are
so you can smell her perfume
you can see her lying naked in your arms
And so there's a change...
in your emotions
and all of these memories come rushing
like feral waves to your mind
of the curl of your bodies
like two perfect circles entwined
and you feel hopeless, and homelss
and lost in the haze
of the wine
And she leaves...
with someone you don't know
but she makes sure you saw her
she looks right at you and bolts
As she walks out the door
your blood boiling
your stomach in ropes
and when your friends say what is it
you look like you've seen a ghost
And you walk...
under the streetlights
and you're too drunk to notice
that everyone is staring at you
and you so care what you look like
the world is falling
around you
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
You just have to see her
and you know that she'll break you
in two
i just love this song
not because i broke up or made up
it's just knowing that there are people worst off
oh yea to a friend who is having a problem with his career choice
well pick the one that gives you joy to your life
both professionally and personally
cheers
