The Late Late Show

2011-10-03T04:00:00.002+08:00

Facing a personal battle over these past few months.
with my inner demons, family, friends and again myself.
I will rise thru the challenge. and be successful at the end.
just need to win a few key battles and yes. I shall

2011-08-05T03:11:00.001+08:00

two things to think about:
Writing is good.
Keep good short jokes.

2011-08-03T01:51:00.001+08:00

many things has happened since the last post.
Time for change.
I love my life.
need one more to have a league of evil ex's

2011-04-14T03:43:00.002+08:00

Can;t wait to start a new chapter at the challenger starting this saturday!
Goodbye Bangsar Sports Complex, I would only return when management changes.

I'm gonna starting being a comedian, cause In Malaysia you get ur news from comedians

2011-03-16T14:52:00.002+08:00

Fuck the first time aku blogging bila matahari berada di atas kelapa aku, biasanya kat bontot hahahaha

3 Things:
1. monologue by shakespeare mmmmmmmm not really my thing lah. but gonna make sure i can fucking understand it
2. monologue from the joker when he turned Dent. using DiMaggio's voice for the scene.
3. funny monologue which i don't know where to find lah!!!

4. FOTC song, deciding between robots. frodo. prince of parties

susahnyaaaaaaaaaa

anyways I miss Jacky boy...

i need to watch a popcorn film. maybe esok.

2011-03-13T03:31:00.002+08:00

Arsene I love you as a manager
but please sell these players:
Denilson
Rosicky (Give him a season)
Diaby (Give him a season)
Clichy
Almunia

Buy:
1 MC experienced
1 GK like coupet
1 extra left back so gibbs will be worried.

let
Lansbury
Jay Emmanuel Thomas
Emmanuel Frimpong
Vito Mannone
Miquel
Conor Henderson
Develop please thats all i want thanks

2011-02-26T03:54:00.002+08:00

Every day I update my Khalilul's 13.
basically its a ranking system on how reliable my friends are.
it's in my head the rankings
so if i have to pick my 13 today they'll be

1. Ravi
2. Modee
3. Fairuz
4. Hash
5. Maneesha
6. Eeshwar
7. Elinza
8. Ahmed Dan
9. Izwan
10. Syam
11. Wafiy
12. Chew
13. Alfred

keep it mind this will change every like 1 hour
so who knows
this ranking is based on my own wish.

If i had to pick a mr. reliable it would be Ravi.
Keep in mind this is like robbing a bank or something cool

2011-02-23T03:15:00.000+08:00

wow that's Bono's daughter?

2011-02-17T07:15:00.000+08:00

16th feb arsenal 2 barca 1

2011-02-01T06:58:00.003+08:00

70+ year old man john from england plays local club rugby.
battled cancer twice, heart bypass and back surgery.
what inspiration!
my hats off to you,
hopefully one fine day we get to meet each other!
he says it's a way to keep himself healthy.

what taken me the most was the fact:
you gotta live your life to the fullest good you can make off.
and he did it with inspiration.
his children says makes me see that he can take care of himself!
his grandchildren says his spirit it's just phenomenal!

for me i reflected while jogging just now. i told myself
i don't want to get abs or what ever it is people for to gym for.
for me its a personal battle to just live life and discover new possibilities.

So sir you're an inspiration to me! hats off!

heres the link
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-england-london-12083945

2011-02-01T02:48:00.002+08:00

I love my life the randomness, familia, friends, work, sports and etc.

Looking forward to this month.
finally GH:TM!! been long overdue!
Platform too so yea

oh shit lupa pasal college assignment
note do it on sunday!

2011-01-20T00:44:00.003+08:00

Khalilul? why the sudden change from reality to western?
I have no clue it just came to me like that!
then i had an idea for my lit group project
so yea
been doing a lot of thinking
and i love the cowboy philosophy
cowboy aren't easy to love but they have the biggest heart.
so true!
haha!

am just satisfied with my life so for now
thank to that funky dream i had earlier this month

Oh my since parting ways with John Marston in red dead redemption
I've been sad
but looking forward to get more insight into western culture.

that why i made my lit group survey about western malaya genre type of story.
so far i got
16- yes
5- no's

So thanks to all participated

my funeral song for sure
goodbye

2011-01-18T01:52:00.002+08:00

am gonna keep it real simple.
-ignore it and move on.
-never take ones friend and planning to turn them on the person who intro you two in the 1st place. quote from Vikram
-you have a problem face to face it unless the problem is the monumental face it without emotional. quote from bryan
-emotional is a thing of the past.
-sensitivity never works.
-it's okay to be who you are. it's okay.
-make peace with yourself before making with others.
reasons for doing this, i lost a bet. kalau i tak post. well something will happen in my life later on. it's personal matters so to say

not even the blog.
well the blog is just a mere 1.2% of my whole life.
my journal is also a mere 2%
my mind my head is a whole shaabang baby.

am gonna use more of a yellow legal pad in this time and age.

I like being miserable and i like making others miserable a part of my charm

Stand the fuck up for yourself. it's the only reason you're a pussy.

2011-01-13T07:01:00.002+08:00

i have new fond respect for james blunt, the respect is always there, it's been upped a notch.

I would like the following bands/artists to come to malaysia or i come to watch them:
Metallica
Foo Fighters
AC/DC
Nirvana
Airborne Toxic Event
James Blunt
Lee DeWyze
Red Hot Chili PEppers
Enimem
Justin Timberlake
and a few more

2011-01-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

So yeah, i'll be busy during the weekends for now onwards.
Tanjung malim this weekend
Bukit Jelutong next weekend
after CNY
Sepang
Than putrajaya
than somewhere in town.
so i gonna love it baby.

buat apa buat survey pasal
do people of malaysia know of their malaysia performing arts?
can't wait to meet up with old friends all across these areas.

2011-01-12T00:55:00.001+08:00

if germany wins the 2014 world cup, i would be like yay!
if germany wins the 2018 world cup, i would e like wooohooooo!!
why theres more buzz in 2018 than 2014
well we see

2011-01-03T02:55:00.001+08:00

I have realize something really cool.

I harap some parties doesn't ruin me

2010-12-29T01:44:00.002+08:00

starting now i am refering myself as Khalilul Ibn La'Ahad
no offenses
Cause i believe you make your own name.

if i could legally change my name i would.
i wanna get dual Citizenship.

i would get far away from here
be like the Pacific no memories.

Inception meets shawnshank meets 10 things

2010-12-24T03:13:00.003+08:00

There will be a time, one must decide where?
i mean cross roads. Which do you pick
well it's up to you and only you. so yeah.

i do believe: in my life everything must be balance
like
My Family
My Religion
My Friends
My Passion
My Dreams
My Self

We're human so it's okay if one day we pay attention to one thing more than another thing.

So i just want to say:
We all feel fear. it's natural. For me just do what is right and live the moment.
it's open to debate. But at the end it's me and you.

So back
i am enjoying life. i will keep to myself that i want to do a lot of right.
there will be wrong

am a goalkeeper, politician, director, writer
there will be a wrong move.
that wrong move will either make or break me.
I choose to make.

it's not a self realizing post
it's more of an interesting post

2010-12-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

my current theme song

2010-12-20T03:05:00.002+08:00

fairuz told me i looked like andy samberg. I am so proud
3 good things

1.got reply from 5 uni yesterday and today, that got conditional offered am like oh yeah
than am shit i need to get an average of 40> to get into one of these uni. The hardest believe it or not is CSU long beach around 70>

so i might settle for London's Richmond university, SUNY buffalo or Auckland tech
so far i am leaning to London cause Dipti, Syam, Faris, Shan, Agesh and nik are going to uk. so at least ader kawan.
also I can go to Germany!!! and go to Euro 2012!!! haha!!
boleh buat Euro Trip!!

So I just need to study in 2011 to get to London by this time next year or early 2012
since am doing the 1+3 program

2. Finally rasa lega!!! Final Dapat makan chilis after a weeks of craving it!
So i got to go jogging later swimming and basketball later today

3. Year of Khalilul is 11 days away

I am so self loathing, deal with it

A great week ahead.

Yes i am gonna spend my usual ritual new years eve thing. Get a bottle of my Mountain dew, a cigar go top of a hil and soak the moment

I don't like celebrate new years. It has disappointed me since 2004 til 2008. Then I told myself. Spend New years alone. and so far can't complain.

Guitar Hero The Musical? I am almost done. haha i said that last week. takde masa been futsaling alot
only 5 pages left.
I will finish it! don't you worry
it will be produced! Modee, Alfred, Fang, Shah, Greg. We will do it!

here's a song to end the new year with!
a great one!

2010-12-14T23:10:00.002+08:00

all i can say is this 2010 is the best year for me.
meet a hell lot of people and maintaining old ones
did a lot of new things, rediscovering old ones and raising the plot of the story.

I will say this next year will be my year 2011 will be

love thank my familia for everything!

love to thank my amigos for everything!
(you know who you are)
(even if we don't lepak or talk a lot or whatever, just the presences alone makes me thankful)

got a lot to aim for next year
really gonna study.
gonna go deep into theatre industry.
get more out of my futsal.
like navin said meeting people.
maintain same people who help you all this while
building bridges with the familia
keep up with my writing.
go more go the distance

I may planing to go to australia for 4 days 3 night for S+S 2011 gala night
so gonna save up

Also might be getting a second home after the one in bangsar.
hopefully dapat tropicana citry mall condo or somewhere in subang
hahahahahahahaaaa

P.S I am still keeping to my stay single til i die promise.
I will never lie to myself.

2010-12-07T00:47:00.002+08:00

i finally met a polygamist!!
and his wives are hot.
and he's from qatar!
and he's name is Ali! haha!
cool giler!!

well to day was fun!
a great start to a great week!
meet up with Calian and her sister and brothers

then went to putrajaya, for a talk about prison life.
which i met ali and khadir

it's sooooo cool
ali was wrongly sent to prison. cause get this.
got a fifth wife.

Khadir a retired man living out his days.
was arrested wrongly
because his government accuse him of tax evasion.
stayed in prison for a year. then his trial got back and got release

he told me if you enter prison, you actually become free.
when you get out from prison you will make a few great friends.
he's waiting for them to get out
honestly that amazing.

"Why would they lie to you, when they got nothing left to lose."

"it's true its about character. not compromising. everything is planned. nothing is improvised."

I like khadir reminds me of mr. herman

2010-12-04T00:42:00.002+08:00

you have to be one step ahead not technically, not factually, not intellectually, not confidentially, and not ... something i should put here.

but you have to be one step ahead in heart
that is what i think russia and qatar did
the won because they poured their hearts out

from what i seen during the bids
england we're too arrogant
spain/portugal did well
belgium/netherlands did well
Russia did well with a sense of heart
only for 2018

for 2022
i don't see any problems

it's kinda like during i-movie and s+s haha. i know how it feels
hell
I felt like USA or england during those comp
but all in all had a great experience all that counts
now learn need to be more heart with my work
I have learnt a lot and can't wait for next year
it will be my year am ready to inspire to expect amazing

another thing, i have this tendency to forgive and forget and move on let's live in the moment concept in recent times
which i feel useful to use
remember the good learn from the bad. write the future.

to random things
p.s i cuci-ed mata at bsc

i miss abg hazmi
can't wait for futsal

dan(ahmed) told me that birdly is awesome so might go and watch for him
and also gonna watch octopus cause of malik lah! haha!

nirvana the amzing band that change the world
it not in the top people/group that has
already change the world
like that metallica is in it

why the fuck tesla takde!!!
and edison is in it he's an evil man!!!

lady gaga's pokerface should be performed by
the old spice guy!!!

eminem is in it the book
really amazing
sleep now in the fire

i know....

I had a dream
like the prestige
will not reveal who's who
but it's really interesting

take me down to paradise city!!!!!

2010-12-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

I would Love to give my congrats to Russia and Qatar to Host the 2018 and 2022 world cups respectively
Gonna make a promise to myself that i will go to each world cup
watch the German games and hopefully win one world cup either at russia or qatar!
hahahahaaa

I gotta feeling their gonna host the heck out of the world cup

England 2018 i didn't think they would get it cause what for?
let other countries host it for a change

For Aussie 2022 team, they did well respect hope they will host 2026 or 2030!

I gotta feeling argentina gonna host 2026 hahahahaa
Germany let's host 2056! hahaha
I would love to see morocco and china hosting the world cup
other than that i am PUAS!!

2010-11-30T02:36:00.002+08:00

if a friend died in my hand. i will not be friend another person from that moment he or she died.
i will keep the same batch of friends. but will not make new ones
afraid of having a new one die again.

my old friends keep
and
new friends no

easy:
old friend has died yet

new friend could die

does has logic no.

kish told me i would make a fine murderer or a serial killer
i was honored by the comment
if you give me a gun i would shoot you
i said i would not will
unpredictable isn't

now i don't care for el clasico
malas dah

got my groove back for futsal

2010-11-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

about a year an a half ago i met this guy by the name of Lawrence. Fantastic Guy!

When i got home from school watched house.
The episode where kuthner died
i was crushed.

Then received a phone called from aussie. was surprised. it was kent lawrence's friend.
he told me Lawrence died. killed himself.

then i went to tuition. during bm mr kamarul teach a story about this girl killed herselft. "Aku, Kris dan kyrstal"

Honestly it was a fucked up day.

it stills haunt me why he did it. i mean lawrence. he was so full of life.
Kent emailed me told me he's doing fine and the other day. went to Lawrences grave and broked down.
i understand why.
can't understand it yet

then about a week ago kent emailed me asking how i am, how he's doing and all.
so far he said. after Lawrence died he found sight on his life.
so basically things happen

2010-11-24T00:16:00.002+08:00

currently translating malay lyrics to english
and it's going good so far!

so far GH:TM is doing well, just emailed to my bro's and sis
to get some feedback...

these are lyrics for mungkin from anuar zain translated into english
Just leave me alone without you
Let me crave a long time
Not meaning to silence quiet without the words
Separate us for chasing dreams

(Chorus)
Could these two souls together
In the search for pure love nan
Could all the mental anguish
Will now terabat

Just leave me lonely without the words
Separate us for chasing dreams

(Bridge)
Only one pintaku
Be patient waiting
My home state with
Love ...

lyrics from as long as you love me translated to bm! haha

Walaupun kesepian selalu menjadi temanku
Aku meninggalkan hidup saya di tangan anda
Orang bilang aku gila dan bahawa saya buta
Riskin 'itu semua dalam sekejap
Dan bagaimana engkau membuat saya buta masih misteri
Saya tidak boleh anda keluar dari kepala saya
Tidak peduli apa yang tertulis dalam sejarah anda
Selama anda berada di sini bersamaku

Saya tidak peduli
Siapa anda
Mana anda daripada
Apa yang anda lakukan
Selama kau mencintaiku
Siapa anda
Mana anda daripada
Tidak peduli apa yang anda lakukan
Selama kau mencintaiku

Setiap hal kecil yang anda telah dikatakan dan dilakukan
Merasa seperti itu dalam diriku (Ohh)
Tidak masalah jika anda sedang menjalankan
Sepertinya memang ditakdirkan untuk menjadi

Saya tidak peduli
Siapa anda (siapa anda)
Mana anda daripada (mana anda daripada)
Apa yang anda lakukan
Selama kau mencintaiku (saya tidak tahu)
Siapa anda (siapa anda)
Mana anda daripada (mana anda daripada)
Tidak peduli apa yang anda lakukan
Selama kau mencintaiku (yeah)

Selama kau mencintaiku
Selama kau mencintaiku

Saya sudah cuba sembunyikan sehingga tidak ada yang tahu
Tapi saya kira itu menunjukkan
Apabila anda melihat ke dalam mataku
Apa yang anda lakukan dan ke mana anda comin 'dari
Saya tidak peduli
Selama kau mencintaiku bayi

Ohhhh
Ohhhh

Saya tidak peduli
Siapa anda (siapa anda)
Mana anda daripada (mana anda daripada)
Apa yang anda lakukan
Selama kau mencintaiku (selama kau mencintaiku)

Siapa anda (siapa anda)
Mana anda daripada (mana anda daripada)
Tidak peduli apa yang anda lakukan (yeah)
Selama kau mencintaiku (selama kau mencintaiku)

Siapa anda (siapa anda)
Mana anda daripada
Apa yang anda lakukan
Selama kau mencintaiku
Siapa anda (siapa anda)
Mana anda daripada (mana anda daripada)
Selama kau mencintaiku
Siapa anda
Selama kau mencintaiku
Apa yang anda lakukan (aku tidak peduli)
Selama kau mencintaiku

had fun

2010-11-22T01:38:00.002+08:00

need to find a mentor
kl is more becoming like gotham

i like to be delusional
hard to be down to earth
currently writing a story like before sunset.
just a short story.

Fact: I never wanna have kids nor married. I just want to be single for life. Relationships on and off am find with it. just live in the moment is what i say,

I met a person recently and she told me:
"Back home, i was a loner in school, but outside am different. when i graduated i became the real me. the 1st year was a year of experiments. After learning a lot. when i started college. I learn how to balance: my studies, activities, boyfriend, friends, family and my self. It's not planned. It felt right."

For my friend, she made her choice. I am not gonna follow her. just learn the good and benefits for me.

Finding a symbol for malaysia politics.
Not Joining PKR, DAP, PAS n PSM
making a new party to be in their coalition
?????????????????????????????? thinking of a cool party name
Based in Bangsar only
Gonna make a political return next year.
I did say about 8 months back
am taking a break from politics
it done me well
by meeting a lot of people.
getting experiences all around
both liberal and conservative

Working with S+S made me gain 3 kg so yea.
gonna turn them to muscles by going swimming again!

2010-11-22T01:00:00.002+08:00

had a dream with in a dream with in a dream with in a dream
for the past few weeks.

in this one particular one:
I was reminded of a failure. A failure that will make me a better person. And it felt right. Seeing myself and a particular bunch of people happy. Than within that one, dream i was a batman/joker hybrid. Which was cool, i got to do right and wrong. My way. Than got my self something i never tired before. It became good, a success in fact. Tried to repeated it, but it failed. And haunt me, lesson being never take the easy way out.

But in terms of reality, this year.
I do it my way. If a team can't work together what's the use of it?
I like to work alone. unless there are good teammates around. Which Takde for now in terms of college now.
Bila gi ADP next year am gonna be a happy man. New beginning. Khalilul's beginning
1+3: Continental American uni at london, Uni windsor at canada, Auckland uni tech
doing mass comm: Radio, Broadcasting
can't wait

I told wafiy: tahun nih tahun experience, failures, success, and etc
next year i will make it my year.

another thing, some mysteries will be solves just takes time

Finally, Guitar Hero the musical the script is going well, waiting for modee, alfred, fang, shah, greg their feed back

Some people are giving me a reason to hate them so much
Using the hate to regulate my anger so when i work i put the anger into success which will make them to benci me more.

2010-11-12T14:14:00.001+08:00

my fav eddie tribute

2010-11-12T14:14:00.000+08:00

my fav eddie tribute

EDDIE! EDDIE!!! EDDIE!!!!

2010-11-12T01:39:00.006+08:00

Miss you Eddie!

5 years has pass and it still affects or effects me
when i heard about it
i thought it was a prank
when it was confirm i cried
can't believe it
we love you eddie
lie cheat steal our hearts!
Viva La Raza

2010-11-11T01:26:00.001+08:00

i love him

listening to this while ur crazy silakan

i love work

2010-11-10T01:02:00.000+08:00

the good old days

still want to be a wrestler!!

2010-11-09T00:55:00.002+08:00

need to revert to the old random-jackass-that i am again.
who is not lazy.
well since raya
i've been somewhat lazy. need to turn that around.

oh yeah i have in fact stop watching how i met your mother and house
they have somewhat lost the plot
jumped the shark.

reverting to friends again.

2010-11-07T02:00:00.001+08:00

new theme song

cat eat my headphones

2010-11-06T03:34:00.002+08:00

it is an interesting fact that miss communication can kill a friendship.
the problem of it is. not talking it out. to repair the broken.
repairing the broke is good. builds on. and it will be a good story to tell in the future.
write. the. future.

it a friend of mine kills him or her self i will be freak out
and can't handle the reality.
but one must be strong.

i wish the dream sharing machine exist
i need to dream longer

we all need a middle.

2010-11-06T00:54:00.000+08:00

Metallica and Foo Fighters

Love Them

appreciating more

2010-11-03T01:59:00.001+08:00

2010-10-28T01:43:00.000+08:00

aku nak jadi jahat

hahahahahahaaaa

2010-10-26T00:42:00.002+08:00

currently juggling 5 ideas in the head
south park in bm
music video project
silk head ghost 'take it to the next level'
the top idea
short movie idea.

currently in that phase of turning heel.

this is the time you need to be afraid.
the rules has change.
take something ur comfortable and turn it against you.

2010-10-25T01:50:00.002+08:00

i would like to apologize to for being an ass.

finally got my head straight again.

yes i dah okay

2010-10-24T18:44:00.002+08:00

really enjoyed the past 3 months of my life.

with people i enjoy working with, lepaking, sharing ideas

making new friends reconnecting with old along with strengthening it.

i am currently disappointed with myself lately. hopefully it will be gone by next week or tomorrow. if you ask if am depress. well you can say that.

when a person is depress. he or she finds a song that can be related with the current events. but he or she can't find it. it's really a bad sign.

if a person's pattern is strange like unexpected. well it's fucked up!

the only thing that could keep my mind off. is to work, write and ???

i do say that i hate college. i just feel depress when i go to the campus. it's really depressing.

there are good people there.

it's just am currently wondering what happened. like seriously what happened.

the momentum was there! it went down a little notch. not happy with myself at the moment.

just need time.

we did everything right, felt right and what so ever can't find that little reason why that last one. that last one!

what done is done.

but what's unsolved is still unsolved

and i don't like that. sorry it's just me.

and now plans don't go according to plan

i hate it when that happens

i see everything coming. but not this one. not this one.

i did expect a little flaw.

but not this much! until i can't find a song fitting. for the scenario.

okayla. i need to go somewhere esok. need to get out!

rightnow am hearing fireworks.

making me happy at the moment.

2010-10-14T23:28:00.000+08:00

2010-10-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

had this dream and it was like this is so gonna happen kinda of dream

basically i kill several people at a certain place

the people i kill incidentally are people that really pisses me off like really pisses me off

ie. ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ?????? ??? ??? ??? ??? ??? ???

yes i have that many enemies

basically i wasn't alone in the killing process. like i had help to keep the situation calm

but i killed all of them so i have the fun of kill those idiots.

in the words of cobain

put a benz in teen spirit

2010-10-11T01:14:00.001+08:00

if you could mix she's got you high and hurt. i think it will sound great

2010-10-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

the future is whatever 'you' want it to be

currently writing a short story

with the tagline

"Welcome the to world where everyone is Romeo and Juliet. And I'm the one who breaks them up."

yes i am that mean now-a-days.

basically the story is very paradox toward the topic of 'love'

i don't mind you want to sleep with her or him. the fucked up thing is the internet is tracking your every move. certain things just keep it off books. those i respect but some fuck you!

bring back the silk head ghost stories

it will be interesting thooo!!

if you have a problem with a group but you want to like join them earlier but can't cause you're not really like them. i meant personality wise. just leave them be. don't say fuck them to them

say pleasure to know you bro or sis. be polite.

we chose what we want to be

Solo: i choose what i want to be.

Team: If we can't work as a team them we're screwed.

the "why now" philosophy

so goode

the rate of fuck has increase

the rate of everlong even more!

the iron giant

2010-10-09T00:33:00.002+08:00

what a wonderful day! full of idea! loving my life!!

am not fond of lil wayne. he's good not something i fancy.

my friend told that my life should be in a movie or tv series

i was like.... james franco

he will be... but his wife will be eva mendes

than i told him:

Breaking News!! Eva Mendes is marrying the real ??? from that tv series where she is his the wife on screen. i dont know if you get it or not

bodoh!

eva mendes and ravi kumar two similar and yet different people. One is really hot passionate sexy person and the other is eva mendes hahahahaahha

2010-09-27T23:26:00.001+08:00

i had this particular weird dream
with was this music video tapi with my friends
what the fuck hahahahaa

2010-09-20T01:55:00.002+08:00

AJ: Harry don't do this!!! ITS MY JOB!!

Harry: You take care my little girl now. That's your job.

Gotta watch this!!

Can't figure why Malaysia is not releasing the movie.

I like Jesse the guy who played columbus in zombieland and mark in this film

he's a good actor.

2010-09-19T02:58:00.000+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie, I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a still night in my wind pipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off the law, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going? I'm leaving you
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cus when its going good its going great.
I'm superman with the wind at his back
Shes Louis Lane but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at him
You swore you'd never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit him
Throw him down pin him
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's a race that's the culprit controls your boat
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you cus today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
I guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem]
Now I know he said things hit things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship wasn't as crazy as it seemed
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eye ball
Next time I'm pissed, I lay my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[Chorus]

2010-09-15T03:39:00.000+08:00

2010-09-13T03:04:00.002+08:00

october 1st Raya'10

looking forward with it!

I want it to be better than Raya'08, 09 and 07!!

First time it's gonna be at night

hahaa

Asal october 1st?

hari lain busy la bro!!!

kerja! kerja!

i want perfection for S+S and the Script am doing for alex

Listening to a lot of foo fighters red hot chili peppers metallica eminem banyak la

so nostalgic

Monkey Wrench!!!

damn nak main la on guitar hero bye!!

2010-09-12T02:24:00.000+08:00

Eminem's Love the way you lie, music video. Honestly this is one of the best music video's i've ever enjoyed in a long time! Visually is fantastic, Great Pick in actors. I felt that dominic and megan are perfect. And this in fact has re-boost Megan's Fox's Career since Transformers 2007. That's just my opinion. The story lyric wise: is very emotional and very true that's why it works. The music video itself tells the story of what eminem has been going thru in his life. i felt.

I am mostly a rock-type listener. But his album Recovery alone wants me to pick it up and listen to it sync to my ipod!

2010-09-11T05:58:00.002+08:00

2010-09-08T03:26:00.003+08:00

Theory time,

guys does not want to get married.

why.

they don't want to be tell what to do, simply.

it's better to be livingly happy unmarried. haha

gene simmons rocks!

3 rules:

1. I want to do it my way.

2. Don't get into my way

3. Don't break rule 1 and 2

haha

but dude why do you like him? he criticize muslims rite.

well he criticize muslim extremist in fact.

which every religion has now-a-days

it's quite sad to know. I believe each religion teach us to respect one another.

I hate this statement here that

if you are a malay, you have to be muslim.

I say no!

malay is a race not a religion.

everyone has the rite to choose their religious belief!

2010-09-04T04:46:00.001+08:00

Mafia 2 is kinda disappointing for me
overall 8 out of 10
I miss Mafia City of Lost Heaven
I hope they could revamp the original

2010-09-04T02:43:00.001+08:00

2010-08-24T23:48:00.001+08:00

I know haven't blog much
is just caught up with so much work and etc

So gonna transfer to American Degree Program
1+3 Deal

so hopefully it will be a great new beginning

2010-08-19T01:21:00.002+08:00

Cool song

nWo vs Dx vs Nexus?

the rock say know your role

3 doctors

2010-08-15T18:42:00.002+08:00

it's funny in one moment you want something

in the next moment you don't

I really need a holiday at a beach somewhere

i really doooo!!

have i found the perfect girl?

hrmmm

2010-08-08T01:29:00.000+08:00

2010-08-03T01:28:00.002+08:00

It's raining. Who does not love the feeling of rain pouring down
after a long hot hard day?

Just finished Starcraft 2 and it's awesome! LOVED IT!!
gonna do a second round with the campaign with hard mode!

Can't wait to futsal again this saturday nite!

So far am happy with the progress
This has been a good very

Gonna write a short movie idea on war
gonna keep it simple with it

"Make no mistake. War is coming. With all its glory, and all its horror."

- Arcturus Mengsk

2010-07-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

but I can't get enough of inception and starcraft!
currently linking the idea of 2

I told a friend that
"I bet if Chris Nolan Was our age and wrote inception to our teachers. I am sure that they won't get it. With out him explaining it!"

For a friend
"You're not happy with yourself. Looking for perfectness in people. Hoping to find they are just as you. Ending up moving from people to people. When a you decide to do a party. Not many come. Only those who care will. "

Gonna have one hell of a weekend! Futsal, Futsal, SC2, Inception, Sam's, Thosai, Irish Food.

funny shit!

that sinatra song is damn rite!

Looking at an aussie reminds me of 4-o to GERMANY!!!!

2010-07-26T02:22:00.002+08:00

This is no emo post
this is just a sign of things to come
it's time for a change.

planned that end of the year
i gonna go to either penang or kuantan
i need to see a proper sunset
maybe alone or not

not Lana yet.

gonna use the below as a scene in a future work.
go to the link to find out
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggJDLH8OjNM&feature=related

Wanting to be a Hero, Dislike Losing People You Love and Care About.

2010-07-25T00:54:00.002+08:00

A good song with a good message.

Greta Garbo, and Monroe
Dietrich and DiMaggio
Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean
On the cover of a magazine

Grace Kelly; Harlow, Jean
Picture of a beauty queen
Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire
Ginger Rogers, dance on air

They had style, they had grace
Rita Hayworth gave good face
Lauren, Katherine, Lana too
Bette Davis, we love you

Ladies with an attitude
Fella's that were in the mood
Don't just stand there, let's get to it
Strike a pose, there's nothing to it

Qamarul, Wafiy, Chow Wai Kit

Danial Walters and Gregory

Navin, Alac, Sean, Dipti

On a Cover of a magazine

Ravi, Zak, Dan, Alex

Picture of a beauty queen

Fairuz, Syam, Mani, Ashvin

Well Khalilul Dance on Air

They have style they have grace

Shahrizuan, maneesha, zoe

Katie, Wei Shern, Faris too

Martin, Kumaran, you too

People with an attitude

fella's that are in the mood

Don't just stand there, let it go!

Strike a pose, there's nothing to it!

Vogue!!!

FUEL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now am in the Re-Load Era! hahahaha

Bret The Hitman Hart

2010-07-23T03:31:00.003+08:00

cartoon these days are so 3d animated wanna be

I mean TV wise.

I like those 2d detailed cartoon

like hey arnold, rocco morden life, angry beavers, and etc

Keep it simple

the thing with cartoon series

they won't grow old

you the creator have that advantage

Ok Inception was a fantastic movie!

Joseph Gordon-leviit

deserves to be the riddler or a dark knight villain!

Can't wait to finish help

can't wait to finish my porject

can;t wait for S+S

can't wait to work

Can't wait for the following games

Mafia2

NewVegas

Starcraft2

HaloReach

CODBlackOPS

MOH

ACBrotherhood

etc

I finally found my Lex Luthor

Characters i need in my life:

Lex yes

Lana

Chloe yes

Wilson

Barney yes

John

Thomas

Alfred

Robert yes

Tony

Cam

Chris

in that reality am ClarkKent/House/Raynor/Angelo/Eddie

2010-07-13T03:30:00.002+08:00

Am gonna start watching more Cartoon now

cant wait to stop college next month

then work at klpac until the end of the year

gotta say i really miss the World Cup!

can't wait for the new season

and euro 12

and WC2014!

Gonna emulate Joachim Loew's style now!

2010-07-11T04:38:00.002+08:00

Stefan Kiessling, I was reading about this guy last summer. then it appears in 2007 Arsene wanted to sign him instead of that 'traitor flirting bastard' but stefan's club at the time didnt want to sell him, and the rest is history.

the 2009/2010 season he showed his quality 21 goals in 30 app.

I really like him as a player and off field. Better than mario gomez

He's the type of player who needs that player maker to help him get the goal

i.e. kroos and muller or ozil

I hope he will keep up his form and appear in euro 2012!

as for Klose, I love him! Hope after he finish his contract with bayern

he goes to a club like mid division team and keep his form!

so that in 2014 he will break the world record!

Lahm keep up the great job by 2014 u'll be 30

I have no concern

cause if progress goes well

we can win it!

Finally to the DFB

PLEASE RENEW JOACHIM LOEW'S CONTRACT!

I BELIEVE IN HIM

YES WE CAN WIN IT IN WORLD CUP 2014!

2010-07-08T05:25:00.001+08:00

DFB PLEASE

GIVE

Joachim Löw

a NEW 4 YEAR CONTRACT!

2010-07-08T04:55:00.002+08:00

Allah Bless the World Cup Lah!

Seriously!

first business

in the Name of Good Sportsmanship, Congrats and Well done to Spain, Good Luck in the Final! Am Very Proud of The German Team That Gave it All! The Future is Bright For German Football! Let's Go Out With A Bang This Saturday! Die Mannschaft!!

2nd business for the konon people who watches football

To All Those Spain Supporters 'Who Really' Supported From The Beginning, I Admire Your Loyalty! Those Who Supported Spain Cause They Anti-German or Believe In the 'Octopus' or Anti-Netherlands or 'Just Want to Follow the Crowd' or Even Because Your Team is Out! Doesn't Mean You Have to take it out on the Germans or Netherlands too! Bottom Line Your Loyalty Sucks! think about it!

I buat yg atas krn i am sick of the pretenders

why did i say bless football, even though my Team fail to enter the finals?

easy am not a sore loser! hahahaha no noo noo actually.

Because I believe in the Team, Growing up watching the Team and So Be it!

Am Loyal to the Team, Their History, How they Play, the sportsmanship

Abbas the pundit says "Who wants to see 3rd place play off?"

my answer

To go out with a Bang for the Fans, to set the stage for the next world cup and etc

so far my team of the WC, Squad of 23

Keeper: Iker Casilias, Neuer, Howard

Defender: Pique, Lahm, gio van, micon, Mensah, Lucio, Fabio Contrao

Midfield: schweinsteiger, Bommel, KPB, Donovan, mueller, Sneijer, Dempsey, M.Bradley

Fowrard: Klose, Villa, Forlan, Suarez, Gyan

Coach: 'Yogi'

Next Season:

EPL: Arsenal of course!

Bundesliga: leaning to Bayern

Premiera Liga: leaning to Atleico/ Real Madrid, Valencia

I kinda starting to hate Barcelona due to the current cesc thing

are they trying to become the new Madrid?

Germany For Life!

FDSS

2010-07-07T01:20:00.002+08:00

Who ever disrespects the song

The Final Count Down by Europe.

God Help me i will murder you ass!

before murdering, i will make you listen to it over and over til you love it

then kill you. so it will eternally forever with you!

another head banging song is well

franz ferdinand's take me out!

dictator or peace maker?

cape Horn

2010-07-06T03:28:00.002+08:00

everyone has their to do list in their lives which is very interesting that only 50% would come true and if your luck is great it will all come true!

I might be disorientated right now but fuck who? hahhahahahahahaaa

My List? or So...

To become a Movie Director/Producer/Writer/Actor

A Pro Goalkeeper for LA Galaxy for a while

Attend a Metallica Concert maybe at Rock AM Ring!

Travel around the World Solo or Group

Buy my family a house in Canada or South Africa

Own a Restaurant

Own a Ranch in South Africa

Own a Soccer Team maybe in USA or Canada

Create a part time cover band

Not to get married! is a must

become the PM of Malaysia for 1 term

take 0.9% of the WWE and ARSENAL FC

Watch Arsenal and Germany PLay

Own a KLPAC like place 5 times the size, which holds theatre, film, tv, college, university, Sportscentre i.e. futsal courts, basketball, field swimming pool tennis and etc, Mosque and an Apartment buliding for the workers

Live out my end life in NZ or Durban, SA

not thinking right for the moment! the music instruments of FIX YOU currently plays

and Explosion in the sky

Arsene Wenger Buy Per Matersacker for 10million pounds or Arne Ferderich for free!

either one am happy! and get Mark

Do'h

2010-07-05T23:12:00.003+08:00

For the record:

Win or Lose against Spain, I, Khalilul am proud of the German National Team, to make it this far in the World Cup! We have nothing to lose!

Those who hate Germany, Just Because they Beat Your Favorite Team, in the likes of Argentina and England. Then turn to Anti German Supporters. All I can say. Your Loyalty Is CRAP!

This Goes with The Netherlands (Even tho we are Rivals), Jus Because they beat your Favorite Team, Brazil. Doesn't mean you then turn anti Holland. Again your Loyalty is CRAP!

I respect Football.

UnLike Some People, "I just Support The Team That Wins, Glamorous and Has the Better Player and Hot Looking(For Girls)"

E.g. Like a Friend of Mine, He's German, he once told me "Yes, Football is a Big Thing. But we don't go to the extent til we want to kill someone who we hate. I.e Kevin Prince Boateng. I really admire him actually. Look the german team who shook hands with him. The Fans who didn't Booo at the guy. So we don't take it personal."

another friend, He Supports Holland, He loves Holland Cause the way They Play and their History. That I really Respect.

That's all la, Also i don't care much those who are looking for a new team, then suddenly supports Germany. Know You Team and be Loyal to Them, Swithcing from team to team shows that your a whore.

Villar

2010-07-04T03:01:00.002+08:00

my current emotional feeling

of the fifa world cup

you know that feeling that you don't want it to end

and the song to sum it up

coldplay's fix you

God Bless Us All! Seriously!

Think About it?

if we love life

if we hate life

without life

it would be boring

piano

2010-07-01T03:21:00.003+08:00

some people wants to be loved, liked, popular, rich and etc

As for me, i want to move away and start a new life

if i move away i'd go to new jersey, new zealand, hawaii, seattle, munich.

wouldn't be easier if we lived in the past

it's so far away, well you can't always get what you want.

well am quite sad according to reports that eduardo is leaving arsenal

i think i the right decision to save his career sadly it's not with arsenal

i really feel for him.

i hope arsene buy per Mertesacker and another defender

so we have 5 defenders

and the option to put djouru on DM

i don't think and feel cesc will leave the club

should i have a goalkeeping coach?

no la

here's a good song

imagine your riding a horse thru the plains of mexico

nuff said

2010-06-29T03:18:00.002+08:00

Einigkeit und Recht und Freiheit
Für das deutsche Vaterland!
Danach lasst uns alle streben
Brüderlich mit Herz und Hand!
Einigkeit und Recht und Freiheit
Sind des Glückes Unterpfand;
|: Blüh' im Glanze dieses Glückes,
Blühe, deutsches Vaterland. :|

iConcert

2010-06-26T03:37:00.002+08:00

gonna submit 'The main event' esok

so yea

am also gonna try out to act

and still keen on directing

what can i say Short+Sweet?

again had an interesting day met a british couple at bv while waiting a cab after solat

nasib i had abg an number so he can take them

this guy told me

"We're gonna lose"

i was like fuck yeah!

by the way this was about GErman vs England

haha

GOD I NEED A HOLIDAY NEAR A BEACH WHICH IN NEXT TO A MOUNTAIN LIKE

NEW JERSEY OR VANCOUVER!!

damn you Alac

currently writing a novel about our alter ego

hahah about 70 page is the target

hope to kick Morie's ass!

hahaha love ya morie!

After hours

2010-06-25T02:24:00.002+08:00

had a really great day

mostly unexpected so am very happy

met some new friends in the cinema

i planned to watch Toy Story 3 with chow but he canceled last minuted

so went alone cause i dah beli ticket!

so in they cinema i sat alone

then this guy sat next to me

like 5 minute the movie started

talked to me

"Alone"

"Yeah, you?"

"Same."

"Richard."

"Khalilul, you can call me Khal"

Then i Don't know how

me and Richard talked like we knew each other

damn!

after the movie we lepak

found out he is staying at the gardens for some conference

by the way he is a mid 30's guy from Canada hahah!!

nice guy

I plan to show him around bangsar on Saturday morning

after that gi Urbanscape!

I might go if and only if Dan and Zak pergi!!

So I realize that things should be unexpected some times

to turn life around

can't wait for new games!!!!

gonna buy halo wars

just for the heck of it!

staying cool

2010-06-22T03:25:00.003+08:00

i kinda like tha castrol magenetic oil add it gives out the message.

i tak suka oligo punya add bodoh and i don't get the message.

i got a weird sms from Alac

"Dress like your gonna die in that clothes."

hahahaha

planing to go watch Toy Story 3 or the a-team again esok with my classmates

so yea

i don't mind watching it both back to back.

it's better than doing nothing at home.

so far the world cup has been really good!

hope to get some inspiration bila pergi tengok wayang!

by the way best version!

cash money heroes

2010-06-21T01:30:00.002+08:00

I have completed a 40 ringgit move from Clear men to Old Spice!

god i love AC/DC!!

got back into writing things again loving it!

i got like 8 days to decide what to send to KLPAc for short+sweet!!

i love writing crap

just been distracted thats all!

shop it to me

2010-06-17T03:15:00.004+08:00

i fucking love the world cup!

so far it's okay la

GErmany!! yeah Baby!!

seriously they really surprise me

i thought damn they gonna struggle

before the game

everyone was like oh german akan kalah dgn aussie this and that

after the game aussie weak team la

make up ur fucking mind!

so far boring la

some blaming on the ball

which is kinda true

it's damn light

hope nike gets the contract for next world cup!

My world cup picks

Dark Horses: USA and PAraguay and Argentina(Could pull it off but i think they are going to reach quterfinals)

To win: Spain (walaupun kalah dgn swiss), Uruguay, Portugal(to reach semis) and

my fav and hopes: Germany hope get to semis or finals to win it!

so far the astro advert for world cup and coca cola is pissing me off.

also i really dislike that Roshern guy in stadium astro

aite

pooh

2010-06-09T01:50:00.002+08:00

I like when people complain. it's good. it can reflect the person who is referring to or the person self.

yes alac was one of them. I don't blame him, life took a huge turn on him since last year.

i dont blame him.

He went on telling me he felt his social life really went sour since moving last year,

the catch was, before he left. he made a big hush to his friends including me.

so when he moved he felt

so much remorse...

until he found out he's coming back here.

now he is setting things straight. and yes he is sorry about pmsing to me and his other friends.

I told him

You PMS am fine with that. I like you cause you're interesting.

Jen went asking me, why do i care about her cousin.

well i answered:

he at least tell me something rather than keeping it inside and go emo and be spoiled or something.

well i think am gonna watch the ATeam 3 times?!?!

planing to go take away some chilis on thursday? I think?

or some thing else.

keeping this theme of friendship

which is kinda interesting now...

for me

Why do i want to be friends with you?

most importantly

you are interesting to me.

secondly we keep in touch.

we talk, we fight, we hate each other, we make up, we talk, we party, we complain, we know, we enjoy life.

most important rule recently

don't take it out on others unless you have a good reason to take it out. Communicate.

How to be happy?

Communicate to those you love and those who love you back

If you have a million friends?

What is the point if you can't trust all out them?

only those you trust one certain situation?

for example:

for gaming you talk to ???

for tv series you talk to ??

for love issues you talk to???

etc

we all got a reason. as long they don't kill us or makes us unhappy

get back

2010-06-08T00:27:00.004+08:00

bought a whiteboard FINALLY thanks mom!!

And NOW!!!
Am loving it

this week is so going to rock!!

College not so much

Work oh hell yeah i love work

then A-TEAM

Then World Cup!!

Then Futsal

Then World Cup!!

cant wait for thursday!!!

i do not mind to watch the a team more than 1 time

if the movie appeals me!

moving on up

2010-06-06T23:20:00.002+08:00

ok am quite happy with the meeting

just disappointed that 4 didnt show up

it's ok

i can be flexible to the breaking point

of Les Grossman

any ways cant wait for the world cup

of course am supporting my GERMANS!!

i love working

short post

got to go continue esok malam

IStanbull

2010-05-31T00:58:00.002+08:00

gonna be the start of something great this week

am reading up the Colombian election is quite interesting

cause

the green party there is quite big compared to other countries.

we could see a Green Party led Government in Columbia.

1st time in history i guess.

I've deleted Fatal Flaw from my itunes

cause it annoys me

due to a person that does

Am really sad about the oil disaster in the gulf of mexico

Insya-Allah everything will be okay.

this is a very reliable site

been visiting since 2009

so yea

http://younggunsblog.co.uk/

updated on the future of football

futsal

2010-05-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

i know people don't read this blog..

So here is some Proof.

In FaceBook i put my status 'In a relationship'

So i can toy some of my friends

Those who are closest with me should know

I will 'never' put my relationship status

reason i did it?

Messing with people lah

Yes I am a manipulative bastard

Also I had this Dream

that All My Friends

I mean All of them!

Trying to hook me up with some one

didn't work

I Screwed Everyone who was in the dream

I Woke up and I said 'Nice!'

Wrestling term

Being a Heel then a Face now

then turn to Face

Favorite aku kot

The name is the game

dirtiest joke

2010-05-25T02:52:00.002+08:00

So, jetzt bereiten wir ein Leben ohne Ballack
was gut ist meiner Meinung nach
Ballack hatte einen 80/20 Saison für Chelsea

Bin ziemlich besorgt über Cesc verlassen
Ich hoffe nur, das alles sind Politik reden
Ursache barca haben eine Präsidentschaftswahl
was ich nicht glaube, Fußballvereine haben sollte.

bereits Futsal
bin ganz zufrieden
brauchen mehr Praxis auf meinem Fuß und Verteilung der Arbeit
Schuss stoppen muss verbessert werden
eins gegen eins sind ok braucht mehr Geduld's
Handling ok
reflex viel besser im Vergleich letztes Mal

mein Team! bin so stolz auf sie!
müssen 3 bis 4 weitere Spieler zu finden, um das Team komplett
ein 23-Mann-Kader für die nächsten Jahre Fußballspiel
wie ich zum Hobeln einmal im Monat spielen Fußball
während 3 Mal pro Monat Futsal

so weit bin mit den Fortschritten zufrieden!

translation

so now we prepare life without ballack

which is good in my opinion

ballack did have a 80/20 season for chelsea

Am quite worried about Cesc leaving

i just hope these are all politics talk

cause barca have a presidential election

which i don't think football clubs should have.

already futsal

am quite happy

need to practice more on my foot work and distribution

shot stopping needs improving

one on ones are ok needs more patience's

handling ok

reflex much better compared last time

my team! am so proud of them!

need to find 3 to 4 more players to complete the team

a 23-man squad for next years football game

like am planing to once a month play football

while 3 times a month futsal

so far am happy with the progress!

guitar pro 1

2010-05-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

"How many more days can you hold out,
How much longer can you wait?" she asked.
There was a time I thought I, I could answer
But my tongue gets tied as my thoughts drift away.

Glory, Glory - Hallelujah
The sun is shining, shining down
Glory, Glory - Alhamdulillah
I'm alive and I'm feeling, feeling fine

All those simple thoughts all those peaceful dreams,
Share the space with a hard worked, hard worked day
But it's the little things, the little things not expectation
That make life worth living, worth living.

Glory, Glory - Hallelujah
The sun is shining, shining down
Glory, Glory - Alhamdulillah
I'm alive, and the world Lord, world is fine

Glory, Glory - Hallelujah
The sun is shining, shining down
Glory, Glory - Alhamdulillah
I'm alive and I'm feeling Lord, feeling, feeling, feeling fine.

how can you ignore the pain when you can feel it.

There is a problem with this world

Loyalty

A few are becoming like cesc news story

it's making me wondering and worried for our future and friendship.

2 things can happen when your re united

one: a great feeling

second: a losing feeling

it depends on ones philosophy

power of madonna!

2010-05-21T02:27:00.003+08:00

that's next season am gonna concentrate on Bayern as i do with Arsenal and the premier league

am quite pissed of at a few people

but what can you do

if you can expose a weakness that you know

in a game you would do it

in reality

you have to! to encourage!

you will be down and pissed off

unless there are those around you to help you

Dipti where the hell are you!!

i need some psychiatric talk

yes i need a shrink

am quite happy some people are return to where they should be in my opinion

if they don't want

yes i will be sad

but it's their life

what can i do

overall am happy their returning!!

am currently dancing to 'My love' lately

i've used to a few months back

then stop and now sambung balik

cause i go the future sex love sounds live in new york video

am not being gay

but Justin Timberlake, Justin Long, James Franco and Kristin Kreuk hehe!

one movie i don't get bored on cinemax

is american gangsters

one of the best

keep in mind am the jacky D of this life of my life! hehe

i love the in germany!!

everlast ginger ale

2010-05-20T01:52:00.003+08:00

i had a dream that i was going to london for 6 weeks

cause my mom got to go and lecture at a university there

so me my mom , eldest brother and sister went

my dad followed the trip going

and the trip back

and in between

my other brother didnt go cause of fears of flying

hehe

i was so happy

that i was going to london

explore and relax my mind.

when i woke up

i realize it was all a dream

well am just stress about a lot of things

defcon level 18 now

haven't been that stress since 3 years back

again i wish i was forrest gump

now i've found new ways

bill nye

Lou

2010-05-18T00:04:00.006+08:00

i believe that you have a good intention on a project that you really care about

Allah will guide you thru. the good time and bad times.

It's like going up a mountain. it's hard

at the end it will be worth it

cause your on top of the world

insyaALLAH

Like Glen and Marketa

an example to me in my journey thru this life and determination.

if you are sick... you do need a rest from things and spend time recovering with your family

don't get them infected of course!

so i dedicate this to them for my inspiration

to keep going

i've watch the movie years ago

and it stills inspire me

Vidivodo.com : falling slowly - once ost Etiket: falling slowly once

don't make me bring the rooster

2010-05-16T02:31:00.002+08:00

ah nostalgia

if i have the cash i would love to invest the WWE. around 0.5 percent

hey good money

Speaking of wrestling

I Borrowed Wrestlemania 21 dvd

and re-watch all wrestlemania 21 trailers

here are all of them

the highlight

cause of all this

i wanna re watch all classic moview

pulp fiction, dirty harry, a few good men, braveheart, forrest gump, taxi driver, basic instincts, when harry met sally and Gladiator.

PGA2010

2010-05-10T01:39:00.002+08:00

I've oath to be the Anthony 'Tony' Stark of the Movie World

hahahaha...

Really happy to have alac Back!

dapat lepak with him 2day

yes i have confirm to do one sem at tolong

cause i honestly hate it there

english is ok

study skill too

ict oklah

math 70:30

Alac tanya i why dont i move with him to jersey

i was like see first

shit rene adler injured!

lately he has been performing since last month

manuel nuear has been not performing lately

tim wiser oklay

Butt has been great for bayern

hope he gets the nod for world cup

this season is a whole has been really great

one of the best season i witness since i watch football

morally it's about keeping the faith

examples

of Arsenal, Chelsea, Bayern, Barcelona, FC Twenty, Marsellie, Werder Bermen.

Top teams i support since i watch football

ARSENAL

GERMANY

BAYERN

BARCELONA

FULHAM

LEEDS

i told my friends that i will sing the german anthem during the world cup!

I Hope next season will be even better

Teams to watch

Fulham: if they get a few fresh players. they can ask questions about fourth place

Everton: if injuries dont get in their way

Wigan: New Players needed

Bolton: fresh players with the same footballing approach which owen coyle has given

Teams could under perform:

Aston Villa: unless o'neil deepen the squad a bit

Man Ciy: unless the egos are out

Stoke City: if the manager wants to take the club forward. they will be fine

West Ham: if that fuck david gold does not get in the way they will be ok

here's to the world CUP 2010

come on you germans!!!

I love Work! not studying maths!

shutter island

2010-05-09T01:24:00.002+08:00

Wrsetling mood! hehe!

Wrestlemania??

Ravi Vs DanialWalters... in a make or break match

Mani and Qamarul (C) vs Wafiy and Alac vs Nick and Roger vs Wai kit and Tavvin... for the Tag Championships

Agesh and Aaron vs guprem and sanjeev vs DanZAk! vs olie and mihelfor the wwe tag

Arjuna Vs Navin Vs Mark for the vacant U.S Champion

Chew vs Wei Shern, Jack, Fariz and Aqif in a handicap match

Kumaran(C) vs Sanjay for the intercontinetal tittle

Adam vs ashvin vs vicky vs Harries vs chip vs chad vs jag vs safar in the money in the bank

Greg vs Shah! vs Martin for the WWE championship

Syam vs Fairuz vs Khalilul for the Vacant world heavy weight champion.

Why am i doing this AGAIN

i don't know

so far life is good

just miss several key player

and forming a coalition

am clued to the bbc and al jazeera cause of the uk election and HUNG parliment.

isengard

2010-05-06T00:57:00.002+08:00

HELP and the higher edu ministry is being a BITCH!

so going tomorrow to appeal to take my MQA to next sem

cause all the slots are full. what i know over flow. a friend of mine quitted today

was really pissed with the management so he left

thankfully he didnt pay his tuition fees.

he got refund for his security deposit and resource fee

going to see the head of the department esok

if i can't get any slots. definitely i will quit esok petang

seriously the guy i spoke with dont care for our education

fucking pissed

it got worse

got a call from DBKL said that friday sat sun they have to maintain the place

so no futsal vs my bros team til next week

my useless brothers kacau masa aku buat kerja

i dont say i tak respect them it's just

frustrating that have the right to be mad at me

i can't be mad at them!

bila aku nak marah

at least i can calm down by counting slowly to 10

am just so fucking mad

all the time covering their asses

if you two are reading this

i know ur secrets dont make me use them against u

ask ur self this have i use them against you?

but then thank to my mom dad and friends it got better

mom cooked amazing food and understands my situation

dad spent quality time talk about football

good friends reply to my offer

and i got an email from a close friend

an article which i wrote is going to be published

aaaa

i want to stay at college just to study

i love english and study skills

but hey if i quit esok no regrets!

the following are dedicated to several friends and my mom and dad

situation

friends

desire

to my parents

don giest

2010-05-04T02:25:00.002+08:00

loving my life, loving to be like house (a bit)

love my family and my friends

quite disappointed with arsenal

who can blame them with injuries (i think)

start playing FM again during my spare time in between classes

ahh leeds

finished a lot of work!

Loving my life!

for people in my life

am going to get a HD Cam by the end of the year

need to save at least 2k

cause of this i want a hd cam and LOTR appendix

tom queen

2010-05-02T03:11:00.003+08:00

am really getting pissed off by people who wants to be in a couple or is in a couple.

note i dont mind if you nak couple tapi jangan bajet sanagt and

our friendship as friends dont come in between us

or even show off

am not referring to anyone

its just the case for 2 years

with many many friends or people.

1st if you hid a relationship from a friend even ur best friend who assume that you are single. I respect you.

if a ur girlfriend or boyfriend tells you bad things about your friend or best friends. Thats a big no no

if you tell your friends "watch out for him/her.. could cheat you" they are looking out for you. But at the end of the day is your choice. i dont judge you. cause it your life

if you think that a relationship has no fights and its smooth sailing. Then Fuck You! Yourself! and your soul! if you break up over a silly fight which is not objective or concrete! work on it together! if it does depends on your situation.

Emo people with your obsess with someone get over it. Move on!

1st Girlfriend or boyfriend you will learn the lesson.. if you don't you are screw til you get it right

if your boyfriend or girlfriend does not want to meet a friend of yours cause she knows he/she is boring. then she isn't worth it.

you are allowed to be romantic once in every 3 relationships.

if your friends who are in a couple asks you to get in a relationship. tell them it your life not theirs.

if your friend insults the person that you like or in love with. With out any sold prove then its not okay expect its a hunch or have met with the person (i mean talk to with a lot of time)

if your friends and family love the person who are engage to. then it is no problem at all

love at first sight is bullshit

never show off your girlfriend or boyfriend in the early stages in the relationship to others

IMPORTANT: if your relationship does not affect the ones close with you i.e ur bro or sis expect they know their flaw which they can get past by it. He or she is a catch for sure.

finally

if you love a person let them go. if they didn't come back they weren't worth it.

Am just pissed of for the last 2 years. maybe because i takde sesiapa for 2 years or maybe it just pissing me off to see and know that I have to pick up the pieces. Because i care for you always remember that

In a Relationship You Will make mistakes that will leave space on improvement or not. Whatever it is don't regret or people around you hate you cause of your spouse or attitude.

Regards Khalilul Makata.

finate maths

2010-04-29T00:47:00.003+08:00

burning it to the ground!

going to do crazy thing starting esok

yes it only been 3 days

but thats how long i cant stand it

my max is 3 days

so am doing an article on the recent election

on friday morning

Jate

Skate

Jalica

Aliot

haha..!

fucked up couple name

which i recently started to my friends

haha

i watched idol

and lee is really getting better by show

loving it!

Arsenal

Arshavin the next togo?

Fabianski the next number 1?

i really think so

shezeny should be number 1 too or 2

either am good

keeping tabs on britain election

i hope gordon brown wins

but i like nick clegg

thats the problem

it just cleggs foregin policy to EU is a blow

but overall i do think he'll nick it

he's has potential

if were brown

if he wins

but clegg as a cabinet member as schooling and youth minister

then next election clegg for pm

serious!

he has the personality and substance and dignity to become pm

but not yet i feel

overall his good

not his time yet

but if he can prove me wrong then its excellent!